Wouldn’t is be nice if life would calm down so you can focus on the things you want instead of the fear that binds you? I swear it feels as though whenever I want to go right, life gives off a gust of wind that sends my flying left. Then, I’m struggling to get back in the right direction then realizing I’m lost and having to do everything all over again. Granted some of this strife is self inflicted because I find it hard to get out of my head. Maybe my coping skills are out of whack, but this is the current state of mind this Starbucks junkie is in.
I know this storm is merely temporary, and though all I can feel are clouds, I am quite excited for the upcoming future and have many great things to share with you in a few weeks time. I’m learning that I cannot control everything that happens in my life, though I sure as hell try. There are some things that I need to let go and understand that good intentions aren’t always good enough and just to “c’est la vie”. So, my goal for the next few weeks is to let go of the bad, hold on to the good, and get ready to enjoy the upcoming events!